I've been feeling kind of off lately, like I'm stuck. I don't now what's up. I'm not really happy about the job on campus like I was at first. I don't even know if I really want it. What I really want is the job at the bank at Sanborn (still hoping and praying) or maybe something else totally different. What I want is to be able to do SonShine kids next semester and not have a class I have to take Wednesday nights from 5-9 (major yuck). What I want is to be done with stinking college already, out of my parents house, and in my own place (well mine and Ben's place). I want to go away on vacation for a month. I want to be done with my ethics class already or to not even have signed up for it in the first place. I want to go back and do somethings over.
I want a lot of things, but more than anything else I want Him to show me what way to turn. I want to get closer to Him. I want to figure out my place in this mess of a world. Currently it seems that instead of getting what I want, I'm getting a lesson in patience.
About Me
- Nicole
- I just finished my sophomore year of college. I'm majoring in physical science education with a concentration in chemistry and some day hope to teach high school chemistry at the high school I graduated from. I really like spending time with my amazing church family. They're the best. And so's my fiance, Ben.
2 comments:
Hang in there Nicole!! Patience does stink most of the time but I'm sure God has something really awesome for you on the other side of this.
I am sooooo right there with you sister...Want to pray about it when I see you next? Let me know by blog or fbook.
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