Step of Faith

I believe all or at least most of you who read my blog know that I've been praying for William a lot and that I'm worried about Him. I've been feeling a tug to talk to him since before the Flight but I couldn't figure what to say, when to say it, how to say it, etc. I just finished writing a letter to him (written by hand and soon to be mailed with a real stamp *gasp*). I'm asking for prayer that he receives the words and the Truth in it with an open and willing heart. I pray that the words in it are not my own, but that they are His and that William realizes this. I poured a lot of myself out to him. I pray that he doesn't use these confessions against me at some point. I pray for him. I pray for His will in this situation. Thanks everyone.

Scaredy Cat

I've been feeling like there's someone I need to witness to and that today was the day. But I can't do it. I'm scared. I think that it's not the right time. But if it isn't the right time to tell him about Jesus, then will it be? Ugh. At Bible study last night we read Exodus 5 and we talked about how sometimes you're supposed to deliver a message for God or about Him or something else along those lines but that it won't always get through the first time. Sometimes we will have a plan for a situation - we know exactly what we're going to say, how the other person is going to respond, etc. Sometimes God doesn't want the situation to go that way. Sometimes it has to get worse before it gets better. I don't want this situation to get worse. I guess I'll never know what could happen though if I don't take a leap of faith, but I afraid of falling.